Life is full of ups and downs, some people would experience more than others-- Are they luckier?
I'd think so when I'm old enough to look back at what I have done and felt, unfortunately, I am still with the "tides" being taken up and down by life. Just as it says in a Chinese poem, "You can't see the whole mountain when you are in it", but you could certainly see and feel more at the spot than later, because memories and feelings do fade away as time goes by.
Wish I knew how to play some instrument, then I would be able to express myself freely in a different way with no limitations by words. So for now, I will have to listen to songs composed by other people, whose music might inspire or soothe me in their way other than mine.
It gets darker and colder outside at the moment after the warmth wave during the day, so it feels more pleasant when you could sit and think without being distracted by the beautiful nature all the time. However, I can't help looking out at the stars-- They are far away but shining brightly; sometimes they hide behind clouds, and then sneak out to see whether you're paying attention to them or not, smiling at you and turning around, pulling another piece of cloud to cover their blushing cheeks.
Music is down, tea is cold, time to go to sleep.
Do you have any idea of what I am saying here?
I do not, frankly.
Monday, March 31, 2008
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